Mariemerong

Jun 26

Rebel.

Day 2

Started off today with an initial hello to singlehood. I felt like shit. I got up saw V’s message about meeting up at Le Nior Clarke Quay to drink with her fellow angmo hookups. Very eager to go. ^^

Well anyways, I too also got a phonecall from Jinglebells. She’s also bumped out about being lonely, like me. Oh well. So I decided to invite her. And then I ended up ditching V instead. I’d feel like a complete idoit if I went there anyways. Always do. Angmo weren’t really my shit. I always feel ‘yellow’ in front of them HAHAH!.

So we ditched her.

Then we Jinglebells started to share how she found this book called ‘How to be confident’ Hahaha. She was holding it on her way to rebel. REBEL! She said, I know this sounds really funny HAHA. But it works and I was like. Yeah. HAHAHA. Her lameness was really making my day though. Coping through this is really not easy. I don’t know why.

So we headed to rebel. Signed in choped in. Went out. Drank Q in 5minutes. Smoked. Headed in high like th Queen. Damn it was great, I felt like I was th bomb digidy, in there at that time.

Had more grinders then I ever had. Afew above average. Teehee! Damn I sound like a bitch but. I’m just going to say what I feel and feel happy about it. Cause I don’t freaking give a damn.

And then there was this guy. His name is Ivan. He was actually a passerby. That I thought. Hey, not bad. Checkered shirt, around my height. (Even with doc M’s.) Looks average. And had that, englishy boy school type of guy. The type of guys I put my brother into.

Started off with, this Indian guy trying to grind me and touch me. Then he pushed him away and said. ‘Eh your lucky, I saved you’ and I was like whatttss. Uh huh. Then there was another one. Chinese glasses turnoff. And he helped.

His so kewl. HAHAHAH. 21 I think. Now I’m just waiting for the possibilities. HAHAH. Ah whatever it is. I’ll never set foot into a R/s unless I’m truly absolutely positively sure about it.

Okay now, to get some sleep. I’ve been saying that but I can’t I just CAN”T.