Mariemerong

Here I am tumblring in my bed. I just broke off with Adam. It hurts bad. I wished it didn’t. It’s like there’s a big bag of sand on my heart. So heavy, it just makes me want t cry.

Makes me wonder if he is in pain too?

His my ever first real r/s. He treated me like a jewel. Though he has no money. And loads of unpaid bills, court cases. He still made time for me. Made videos for me, every single day when I was in Rome. It’s funny how we only appriciate when it’s gone.

Will miss his embrace, sweet kisses. And warmth.

All because I was sturbbon, going t th clubs. I should’ve known.

I don’t know how tomorrow will be like or th rest of my life (sounds real dramatic but it’s what I feel) but I’ll try a day at a time.

Without him.

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