Hello there.
Its been so LONG since I tumblr-ed. I’m just so filled with stuff to do yesturday.
Went for my drawing and english test ytd. Dad said to take it so I did. But I die die want t work. Srsly. I just want to make money regardless of the amount. Just need to earn something. I don’t want to be a slug machine again. Once in my life is okay. But 4/5months. Is just plain lazy.
Thing was, I was assured by my parents I would have an arts education. But after I start going t clubs and drinking. They think I might actually be a bad egg. I don’t blame them. Its all my faults. I just need to deal with it. But with every window closed, another opens. I just hope that would be a hell of one window. :)
As I sit here typing, I’m thinking about life. Am I going to be a slug or a successor. Beats me still. Hard.
And in May, I’m travelling. Hopefully, whatever jobs I do pays good shit. And I can spend that shit. That trip would be prolly my first months pat on my back? I still don’t think I deserve it :/ . But when life gives you dessert. I’ll just take it. ^^
So after my tests, I met V, and her mommy. Meet LD too. His grown like taller. Almost taller than me. Just he will always be my lil’bro. ^^ It was nice meeting them once again. I felt like I belong there. Its like a long lost family? It was fun, we ate dinner. I saw her new place. And it was nice. Nice knowing their okay and fine. :)
Then was going home. Clare and Jinglebells. They wanted to club again. They said last one. LOL always sia. But I take their word as their going to work th next day. So I went.
Clubbing at powerhouse has changed seriously. Its like when you become regulars? Nobody looks at you but rather looks for you. But, thats not the reason. Idk. It just not as fun as it used to be. Yeah.
Going to be clubbing less, my last clubday would be next weds? Going soul next week? Friend’s birthday ^^ Hopefully. It will be great. And that would be my last one.
Cheerios,
Mariemerong
