January 2012
3 posts
5months.
It’s been. 5mths. I haven’t completely forgotten. Just so used t drinking, thinking. I guess. I’m numbed out.
Sometimes when I try t go back t th memories. Not because the feelings are still there. I’m just scared I might forget. Everything.
But it hits me though. Why did he wanted t talk t me about on whatsapp?
I have thought about asking him. But somehow or...
A breakdown of the coming of 2012.
11:57 pm
11:58 pm
11:59 pm
12:00 am
12:01 am
Wished I could use obliviate spell for my feelings.
Trying t get over, very hard.
My mind is there, but my heart is halfhearted.
Everyday my Brain tells me it’s a new day, I try t divert myself into other things. Movies. Th less romance th better. I can’t bring myself t watch anything romance genre anymore. And music? Love songs? Just kills me.
I hate it that I’m so...
December 2011
4 posts
Set Fire to the Rain
HAhAhAhHJjj!
October 2011
1 post
In a long time..
Currently on shift now. Got loads on my mind now.
One of those days you feel like everyone against you. And your trying t be all defensive in all ways.
I have this friend, I mean we did everything together. Used t be all rounded. But then suddenly she changed, she became more arrogant, sarcastic, and maybe a prude.
It’s like every fuxking word I said, would be sarcastically...
June 2011
11 posts
“going to do what it takes to feel normal again.”
– mariemerong
“Letting it go. Don’t look back. Its a game, you look back you lose.”
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“Go wash the dishes!”
“Go take out the garbage!”
“Go fold the clothes!”
“Go make me coffee!”
“Go do the laundry!”
“Go hang the clothes!”
“Go bring me my purse so I can give you money!”
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Rebel.
Day 2
Started off today with an initial hello to singlehood. I felt like shit. I got up saw V’s message about meeting up at Le Nior Clarke Quay to drink with her fellow angmo hookups. Very eager to go. ^^
Well anyways, I too also got a phonecall from Jinglebells. She’s also bumped out about being lonely, like me. Oh well. So I decided to invite her. And then I ended up ditching V...
My Letout (Please ignore.)
Here I am tumblring in my bed. I just broke off with Adam. It hurts bad. I wished it didn’t. It’s like there’s a big bag of sand on my heart. So heavy, it just makes me want t cry.
Makes me wonder if he is in pain too?
His my ever first real r/s. He treated me like a jewel. Though he has no money. And loads of unpaid bills, court cases. He still made time for me. Made videos...
“Soon, I’ll lose you. Then you drown deeper, till I’ll eventually...”
– Marie Tang
“I can’t wait for Glee season 3!”
– Mariemerong
jobless for 3 weeks and counting.
Gosh, you know th feeling where you rested too much. And better yet, you feel your taking it for granted? I do. Right now. Ever since I was let go off SNEC. Major low self esteem. Seriously low. Its like after my Rome trip. She just plans to shut me out. :/ Still trying to recover from that.
But now I’m moving on to another line of nursing. Private nursing for homes. I’m trying out. I...
“Apparently, I can’t say anything about you. But you can in front of me....”
– Marie Witwicky Tango
May 2011
4 posts
ON THE NEWS JUST NOW: CHILDREN ARE SLEEPING LESS...
falcon-br0:
ayealexisrose:
my parents are looking at me right now, like:
and i’m just sitting there like:
Sometimes I think no one would care if I just...
April 2011
15 posts
“Everything I said, did or have done. I did felt every intention. I mean it. Its...”
– Marie Witwicky Tango
March 2011
24 posts
The moment when you start obsessing over something...
Hello there.
Its been so LONG since I tumblr-ed. I’m just so filled with stuff to do yesturday.
Went for my drawing and english test ytd. Dad said to take it so I did. But I die die want t work. Srsly. I just want to make money regardless of the amount. Just need to earn something. I don’t want to be a slug machine again. Once in my life is okay. But 4/5months. Is just plain lazy.
Thing was, I...
“One of my first acting jobs was on Veronica Mars. I had like, three lines. When...”
– Dianna Agron (via datassgron)
“Let me live in a house by the side of the road
Where the race of men go by-...”
– Sam Walter Foss
“I never fail to tear to th melody of “The heart of the ocean” from...”
– Mariemerong
